Well today in STAC we had a bit of free time. So i figured why not and paint! Since I have the time because I know that I wont have time to do it tonight. I decided to paint something simple and something I can finish in twenty minutes. I ended up painting a tree with some leaves and a cloudy background. I had a lot of fun doing this. I am debating on whether or not I should start a 365. I would either do photography or painting or some sort of drawing. I am just afraid of not being able to keep up with my busy schedule. Maybe i'll start at the end of this school year to finish at the end of my senior year. Although i definitely want to have one done before I graduate!
I seem to find myself in a position where:
a) I want to do art.
b) I want to do acting.
c) I want to try photography.
d) Look into architecture (something I may want to major in)
e) Look into interior design (something else I may want to major in also)
f) I want to have time to keep up with my art and acting but try photography.
g) No time.
It's pretty annoying how as time goes on I have more and more of a busy schedule and I want to do these things. I really want to try to brainstorm and find a way where I can at least do the majority. Using STAC and outside time. As you can tell I keep mentioning college because it is around the corner! I am starting to feel the pressure. Two things I want to major in (I think) is architecture. I know "I think" doesn't sound too good. I have always had a sort of interest in it. I feel like if I take the TIME (something that is very scarce in my life at the moment) to look more into it and practiced some basic things I would be more motivated. Another thing that I love love love love love and for sure I know I want to do even as a side job is interior design. My mom used to be an interior designer and I believe she went to school for that when she lived in Peru. I love mix and matching things to make a room. I got my bathroom redone 3 years ago. My family made 1 big bathroom into two separate ones. One for my parents and one for me! I designed my own bathroom and picked out the tiles and sink and all that fun stuff. If i have time later on this week i'll take a picture of it and explain my decisions. Anyways, my mom loves recreating rooms and has always done some sort of home improvement since I was young. My fear with that is that if i do decide to major in it it will not turn out well. So I guess I am stuck. I also am going to research other majors that involve art. I do not want to not major in something that involves art. I feel like ever since I was young i've wanted to do something with art. Maybe this tree is the lost tree in the middle of know where representing me. Sort of lost, looking for a place to go.
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